Its 130am and I am still awake. I know tomorrow I will regret this, but for now, I have too much to do. And I probably should be doing all those things instead of sitting here typing up a blog post, but honestly, it has been too long and I do my best thinking/typing in the odd times when I should really be doing something else.
I just finished my paper for my social work class. I am hoping it gets a decent grade. I love writing papers and I am loving the class but there is just so much going on right now in life that my mindset is not where it needs to bed. I can not wait for the end of this semester, which saddens me a little bit because I love school.
My best friend got married over the weekend so that took up most of the weekend and time leading up to the weekend. I have slacked on laundry and keeping my house clean. So when I am off here, that is what I will be doing. Fun things. You know you are an adult when you stay up till 3am not drinking and partying but doing laundry and getting the house cleaned up mainly because you can’t do it any other time because everyone is awake!
I feel bad for my family because I have been in such a horrible mood lately. I just feel the weight of the world on my shoulders. I just wish I had more help at home. If everyone would just pick up after themselves or if they see something where it shouldn’t be, pick it up and put it where it goes. The whole mindset of the house is that- I didn’t do it, so why should I correct it and it seems like no matter what I do or say short of flipping out on everyone- nothing changes!!
Well, the little buzzer on my computer just went off telling me that it’s about to die- so I guess that is my cue to get off here and get things done. I am so looking forward to waking up to a clean house tomorrow- sadly it’s not because little surprise fairies came and cleaned it!
Blessings N Love
Overthinking Mama
Overthinking Mama 