Stuggling

I am seriously on the verge of tears. There is a part of me that just wants to give up. Truthfully though, I don’t know what giving up looks like.  I wouldn’t even know how to give up.  

I am just so tired of always struggling when it comes to bills. We are barely living paycheck to paycheck.  And just when “I” think we should be good. Bam- nope. 

I know God has a plan and I have complete faith in that plan but honestly I am wore out. I just don’t want to have to borrow money just so my kid can go on a field trip. I don’t want to not eat lunch so I can make sure I have money for gas to get home from work. I don’t want to have the worries that I do every day because of money. 

I feel like we are in a never ending cycle that we can’t get out of. 

there has to be something better than this.